I live in life a denial. It’s so much easier to deny the truth than it is to face it. In the end, regardless of the situation, it’s always me that gets hurt. I would rather pretend to have a happy life than face the facts that are really there. Call me delusional, call me crazy, but understand that I don’t have anything left. If I lose this then I am without everything. So play along with me and just let me have this. I know it won’t last forever, but all I need it right now.