Why do I like to play “rape”?
I don’t know. I guess it just makes me feel like a real woman.
It makes me feel like men want me so badly that they just fucking take from me.
In real life no man would ever treat me this badly.
Do you know how badly I would have to beg men to truly treat me this badly, to really take what they want from me without regard for my thoughts and feelings?
I practically have to pay men to really rape me like this.
Why would I do that?
This is what I want. This is how I wish men would really treat me.
Why?
Because it turns me on to be used. To be taken from. To be raped.
I’m sorry.
I just love it.