Fuuuuuck. Show me who I belong to.

My resolution for this year is to be less secretive about my sexuality. Yes, I do some openly sexual things, but few of my friends know anything about any of them, and the ones who do usually only know one or two of my stories, and usually only part of it.

I am always trying to push my friends to push their sexual boundaries, first, because I think they should, but I also do not want to feel so alone. I do not have any slutty friends out here who would aim to let two men pleasure them at the same time. In the right situation, almost any of us would, but it's one thing to permit it, it's another to make it the goal.  ;-D

I need to take the first step and be open about who I am and I am hoping it will allow others to be more open with me. Why should I go through life worrying about what other people think? Why should I not take what I want as long as it is not hurting anyone?

1. I am going to tell my lovers exactly what I want, no matter how perverse. If I want them to fuck me in front of their friends (a common fantasy of mine), I am going to tell what I want.

2. I will not be secretive with my friends anymore. I will admit my fetishes openly. So many of us desire the same things but fear of judgment stops us. This will no longer apply to me.

3. I may show some of my friends my blog. This resolution I am not set on. It has to be someone really close to me and take my new changes well. Right now there is one girl who helped bring me out of my sexual shell who knows me in real life and about my blog. She might be reading this now! Hi!!!  ;-D  She made me realize my fantasies were normal before porn was everywhere.

4. I am horny now so this my change as well depending on how it goes. I want to tell guys that I want to suck their cock, when I want to suck their cock. How many times have you felt that way? 1000's? How many times have you said it? Dozens? Why have I not said it every time? I think the men around me may appreciate it as much as I do. If they are not feeling it, no big deal.

5. I want to find a guy who feels the same way I do. I want an open, honest relationship with no strings. Hell, why not two or three?  ;-D

xoxo Ducky