Anonymous wrote:

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I am a mom of three kids and have been married for over 20 years to the same guy. I was raised in a Christian home and other than a little drinking, have never done anything bad. I have never smoked cigarettes, never smoked weed or done any other drugs. My husband is the only man I have ever had sex with. I have never even seen another man naked other than my husband.

I feel dirty because I keep having these extremely dirty fantasies about sex. Not just kind of dirty, but like really nasty fantasies. I think about getting captured by a man who has a really big penis and him brutally screwing me, choking me and calling me names and degrading me the whole time.

I have also been fantasizing about getting drunk at a party and having a bunch of men take turns on me. Similar to that fantasy, I have thought about getting stripped naked and tied to a tree in a park and having random strange men show up and use me.

My husband would never do things like this to me or be OK with other men doing it, so I know that if it ever happened it would be because I cheated. I feel bad for thinking about it, but to be honest, I am willing to cheat so that I can experience these things and this type of sex. I am 44 and I don't want to get old and die without ever trying some things


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That is a perfectly normal fantasy.  ;-D